Tomorrow I'm driving my brother and brother-in-law to the airport as they are heading to Arizona for two weeks. I have never driven to the airport by myself before, so I am a little nervous about it. On our way to Guelph a few weeks ago, we practiced the loops I will be driving tomorrow so I could get a feel of what exits I am supposed to take. I am fairly confident, but I'll be driving Dave's new car, so I have extra pressure to make sure I do everything right.
Even though I know I can do it, driving around the airport and out of Toronto is new territory for me, and the new/unknown is a good source of anxiety in my life. Last night I had an anxiety dream about the drive. In the dream I got to my brother's house and realized I had the wrong shoes on (shoes I couldn't drive in!). I ran around going in and out of stores trying to find sneakers. I finally found some, but it turned out they needed shoelaces, so I was back to running around again. In my anxiety dreams I am always chasing something.
We are heading to the airport tomorrow morning at 8am. I must be on the list of nominations for the 'World's Best Sister' to get up that early on a Saturday! Anything for the Bro!
Have a safe flight Bros!!
Even though I know I can do it, driving around the airport and out of Toronto is new territory for me, and the new/unknown is a good source of anxiety in my life. Last night I had an anxiety dream about the drive. In the dream I got to my brother's house and realized I had the wrong shoes on (shoes I couldn't drive in!). I ran around going in and out of stores trying to find sneakers. I finally found some, but it turned out they needed shoelaces, so I was back to running around again. In my anxiety dreams I am always chasing something.
We are heading to the airport tomorrow morning at 8am. I must be on the list of nominations for the 'World's Best Sister' to get up that early on a Saturday! Anything for the Bro!
Have a safe flight Bros!!
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